I want so much...

One of the biggest struggles I face these days is knowing what to aim for. There's so much I want to do with my life; so many things worth doing and seeing and experiencing. Where to start is one thing, where to set the limitations is fast becoming the biggest hardship of all.

I want desperately to go to Lesotho and come hell or high water I'm going. But what do I want to see? What's my motivation? How much money is too much money? Is it ok to go all the way to Africa and not go on safari? Why Seri and not Martha in Ethiopia?

It's all doing my head in. It's such a big dream to accomplish and I desperately do not want to get any part of it wrong.